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Wake up 6:45 AM
morning routine's just the same
look in the mirror and say it will be OK today
I'm the king of self assurance
nothing or no one can stop me from doing what I want
No one is the source of my happiness
only me
just the way it ought to be
walking through the avenues
noticing that the sky above isn't quite as blue
as I thought it was at the start
of the path that I have made for myself
the clouds embrace the sun and hold it
a bit longer so that I can't enjoy it
as much as I used to
don't know why I'm feeling this way
maybe my heart's gone astray
trying to find the true meaning of why I'm here
all that I thought was true has got me really confused
my ambition to be the best
my strive to survive has taken a back seat
maybe the saying is true
careful what you wish for
because what happens when it comes true
and you still feel the same way as you did when you started
unfulfilled
somethings not right
somethings missing
so I returen to my trusty mirror
and look for affirmation and faith
but the reflection in the mirror
doesn't have anything more to say.....